I hold back, did't break down.

其實也是很想不要反抗就這樣在路邊崩潰，
可是想著這麼晚了，不好意思讓身邊的人尷尬得不知道怎麼回家，
而真正說不出口的害怕是任由自己掉下旋渦後發現身邊的人露出不能理解的無助而離去，
這才是真正的黑洞。
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“To achieve great things, two things are needed; a plan, and not quite enough time.”

Actually, I think I have a great progress  this week. After I realized there were only a week from the performance,  I would find a new problem every time I practice and try to conquer it the very next day.   But there is just not enough time. Tomorrow no matter how bad  I play, it  will be all over around eight o'clocks.  And there's nothing I can do about it. The bad feeling come from the thought that I haven't push myself to the limit. I know I can do better. I really love playing Tuba and this maybe the first and the last chance being on stage as a solo player. The songs are great, my partner is great, and the teachers and friends around me gave me many great advises. I just screwed it. 

I have to stay positive anyway. Pray, and everything will turn out right tomorrow.

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這是史上最常的室內樂之夜，很榮幸可以和這麼多愛音樂的人站在同一個舞台


而我們仍舊逐日醒來，逐日
被困在一個個太美麗的明天